Thursday, November 19, 2009


Being a pimp in my car (Yea, that me)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

How soon 'not now' becomes 'never'.



Some days I just don't feel like doing anything. Then that turns into weeks and then months! It feels like I wasted way too much time over the past few years.

It is time to change things that feel uncomfortable to me. Doing something is better than doing nothing.


Friday, November 13, 2009

'Life is Killing Me' .... think about it

Like a Jew in ancient Spain
And for Christ's name did pay with pain
Modern day inquisition
What is the link between these crafts?
Doctors and thieves, they both
wear masks
Overpaid meat magicians

Life is killing me

Your doctorate and Ph.D.
Would wipe my ass etched in feces
Will not cure your affliction
Doctors Jeckyll or Mengele
And your face too, they're just a blur
Can't improve my condition

Life is killing me

Appointment made, waited three hours
Did not realize you had such power
I'd rather see a mortician
Your parents saved or had the bucks
Your education stems from luck
Future corpse: death by physician

I have no choice: devoid of rights
So pull the plug, it's my damned life
Keep me alive to increase your bill
A Red Cross hell? - the hospital!

Just let me die with dignity
It's not suicide, simply mercy

Just who do you think you are?
Medical school don't make you God
Now I don't care what you've been taught
Just get me off this life support

Just let me die with dignity
It's not suicide, simply mercy

Life is killing me

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Control Drinking .... yep, that worked out for me.

Man, this was SO true for me ... I ALWAYS wanted to control my drinking!!

"Most of us have been unwilling to admit we were real alcoholics. No person likes to think he is bodily and mentally different from his fellows. Therefore it is not surprising that our drinking careers have been characterized by countless vain attempts to prove we could drink like other people. The idea that somehow, someday will control and enjoy his drinking is the great obsession of every abnormal drinker. The persistence of this illusion is astonishing. Many pursue it into the gates of insanity or death."